"I'm back" -Terminator

Found my way back here after a year or so. Read my stuff from back in a day. Not disappointed by the stuff.

OK. So maybe there wasn't that much stuff to begin with. And my WoW rant was written after heavy drinking with my pals so... that's an excuse I hope.

Much has changed this past year, but I stayed pretty much the same. I think. I'm not feeling ashamed by the stuff I wrote back then so... that's good. You know that feeling. Looking at a picture of this rebel in his teens or the drunk video from that night or same essay I had to write for school and just thinking "Oh my God... what the fuck was going through my head back then.

A year has passed. What's new? I dropped 22 kg while getting fit. Gained 12 back after the summer. Spent my summer jobless and focused on my priorities and stuff. Working out and through that making more life goals and shit. It kinda worked. After I got in shape I realized that it didn't change how I saw myself and that it wasn't the way for me to be happy. Happy is a state of mind. Happy is the feeling you get when you are right where you want to be. Not physically. Mentally. You can't get happy by reaching your goal. You'll just find a new goal and still be miserable. After I realized that I felt like I was finally on the right track and felt happy. It wasn't an instant change. Took me a few months to realize things on the outside and then on the inside. The whole process if you like.

After that more and more things went my way. Even found a girlfriend like a month ago. That's cool. Been a while. Like a few years. Don't get me wrong. I'm not some shut-in without hope or something. I was just really pessimistic about the whole relationship thing. I'm quite good with the girls, but I wasn't looking for anything serious and I am really picky when it comes to girls. So lucky me I guess.

Sooooooo...

What I want to say is: A lot has changed. I changed. But stayed the same. My "world view" changed. But my opinions stayed the same. So... the old with the new?

NOBODY CROSSES CHUCK NORRIS!

Hello World!

So we were encouraged to write a blog at one of my classes and I was like: "Yeeeeeeaaaah, riiiight... like I have time for that... suuuuure." and "Yeeaaaah and what should I write about? I dunno anything about anything really."

Than I checked the blogger out on my google account and found out that I already have a blog. Empty blog with ugly green template and some stupid nickname created a few years back. Back when I was still an adolescent REBEL. So I looked through some new templates and found a pretty sweet one. "Ok, that looks good." So I went on to writing a name of the blog. The only thing I could think of was getting over a class as I always do. Actually I was screwing with the blog just to kill some time cause I was pretty bored. "Yeah, kewl hipster name with kewl hipster template: KILLING TIME ...BORED TO DEATH! That's how I want to present myself!" I thought sarcasticly. Been looking at it for a while...

"fuck it... why not... whatever..."

Stayed that way for a few days (actually just a few) and now I find myself writing these words and am feeling like my grammar is total bullshit and feeling pretty much stupid 'cause it's just some rant caused by sleep deprivation and boredom. I think I just got a bit fed up by all those TV series and movies I watch and all those hours I spend in a magical world named Azeroth. On top of it all I'm pretty frustrated over the cast on my leg 'cause it blew all my plans of alcohol induced adventures and soon to come skiing trip to Austria.

"argh... rant-train crashed... quickly!!! think of something to write about!!! you can't end your first post like this! Austria? Who gives a rat's ass about your skiing trip to Austria, man?"

"fuck it... gonna watch some family guy or something..."